-I have a really hard time letting myself be known
-I have an even harder time letting myself be loved, by God and by others
-I put up walls and keep people at a distance to protect myself
-I have felt, and feel often that I don’t fit and don’t really belong
-I have often felt like God made a mistake in making me the way he made me and with the desires he gave me
-I have for a long time buried my desires, and ideas, and contributions, and deep self because of hurt that I experienced and the lies I’ve listened to
Amidst all this and the lying voices in my head… tonight I felt loved by God and by others. It was a powerful and healing experience.
Rejoicing in the journey -
Beth Stedman
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Confessions
Tonight I realized some things anew:
- I have a really hard time letting myself be known
- I have an even harder time letting myself be loved, by God and by others
- I put up walls and keep people at a distance to protect myself
- I have felt, and feel often that I don’t fit and don’t really belong
- I have often felt like God made a mistake in making me the way he made me and with the desires he gave me
- I have for a long time buried my desires, and ideas, and contributions, and deep self because of hurt that I experienced and the lies I’ve listened to
Amidst all this and the lying voices in my head… tonight I felt loved by God and by others. It was a powerful and healing experience.
Rejoicing in the journey -
Beth Stedman
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